Sunday, April 13, 2025

 




AFTER THE STORM

 

we make mistakes

we heal those breaks

or leave them to die naturally

a limb falls under

a tree torn asunder

pressed close to the 

wet clean earth

nature has warned

nature transforms

our offering, our friendships, our worth

the cat runs for cover

no lover of thunder

you watch and you wait

until dark dissipates

in an hour or a day 

there are many false starts

a light then a downpour

you wait

concentrate

for the song in the roar

clouds roll back on a 

storm wearied night

what’s clear is an absence 

of rage of fright

awake in the sunlight

on a still sodden lawn

you cross a ball field

bravado long gone

you seek grandeur from

trees that you’ve learned

from a friend 

have something to

tell you

and so you pretend

the bigger the better

you think and you’re pleased

until you see in the distance

resilient young trees

they’ve weathered the storm

as your friend could not

once the map was drawn

she leaves unlocked

but she still has a word

to bring you to age 

and you will hold dear

that hard fought wisdom

trust the trees she tells you

come when they call 

be alive while you’re here

 

you still have to grow some.

 

For Bel

I will miss you every day of my life.

11.16.12
Photo: nyc DUMBO 

Friday, April 11, 2025

 THE SPELL

 

before I knew it I’m roped

tied to a heart you call dope

until the wheels fall apart

on that nail driven road and

I shatter the mirror that

fails your rear view

before I know it shit happens

hot as the blast from my secret weapon

when the clues break away

from the you meant to stay

under spells I’ve forgiven

who I am to rattle your mission

before you know it’s that rope

tightens years on those lies

hands me a wasteland too heavy to fly

nothing to do but drive on

through a firestorm of redemption

from the me meant to stay

it’s going and coming from under the spell

it’s me with the age of the tarot that tells

it’s me in a crown of the victory wreath

it’s you who’s to grieve

the race never won

nothing gained in those lies

nothing to do now but salute

that road we’ve been on

paved with dying allude

nothing to do but delete and drive on

from you

 

For Carole with reservations

10.11.17

 



ROTH

 

tonight I cried

prepared as I was with 

a pinot noir

and a pipe truth be told

so that I could drift afar

from a smoke-filled brain

to a wine-dressed heart

remembering what grew me

what words overthrew me

a writer had died

was he all that, I thought

or more like a builder

a plumber, a doctor,

a runner, a cyclist, a teacher,

a mobster

who raps the truth

with poetic restraint

tonight I cried like I did for Lennon

and Janis not Ian but Joplin the saint

I cried like a child who can’t

find its toy

poured a glass had a toke

with such risible joy

tonight I cried

for all I was worth

hereafter indulging in heroes

now gone

still gnawing at nerves

still proving their worth.

 

5.23.18
nyc

Monday, April 7, 2025


LISTS

 

people come

people go

lists remain

our blind farrago

 

algorithms

inner cracking sound system

bleed me

bleed my

love or defeat me

I have met that person

I don’t do autographs

but I am up for the duration

 

people come

people go

lists remain

our blind farrago

 

patriotism

secret weapon stashed within

free me

free the

horse underneath me

riding wild to reason

to a place unaware

of the knee-buckling seasons we share

 

people come

people go

lists remain

our blind farrago

 

somnambulism

eyelids lowered to the scrim

teach me

teach the

heart that belies a

beating past of war cries

in the thin underneath

of the root killing history we know

 

people come

people go

lists remain

our blind farrago

 

4.29.17 NYC

Photo: 4.5.25 Hands Off March Bryant Park