Monday, June 16, 2025

 




From your memoirist

the museum of magic

holds many treasures

among them the loss 

and loves in great measure

hours with you in

your crowded rooms

recording your life

in a cigarette brume

the evasions

confessions

the repetitive wanders

your weary return to

the love you remember

how did I not guess

the bread crumbs you saw

on the trail that she left you

her constant recall

of the life that was you

after days spent in

your hot crowded rooms

the kitchen walls

laden with antique spoons

avoiding the cat

who knew who knew

your history as plain as the devil

memory as sharp as

the gavel that sounds in your heart

you were always meant

to return to her ring

the woman who loved you

the boxer who came slowly

to the ultimate win

you were always meant to

unfurl silken bondage

she’s yours

you are hers

in the forever hereafter

you are ours

in that magical theater

a drink at the bar

a line in the sand

a strait jacket moment

you are ours when

we can

find a way out of the ropes

the box and the past to

reconnect with great love

at last

at last

to release a white dove

 

For Magic Man SK

8.19.16

Photo: nyc 1.17.13
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Wednesday, June 11, 2025

 




ROTH

 

tonight I cried

prepared as I was with 

a pinot noir

and a pipe truth be told

so that I could drift afar

from a smoke-filled brain

to a wine-dressed heart

remembering what grew me

what words overthrew me

a writer had died

was he all that, I thought

or more like a builder

a plumber, a doctor,

a runner, a cyclist, a teacher,

a mobster

who raps the truth

with poetic restraint

tonight I cried like I did for Lennon

and Janis not Ian but Joplin the saint

I cried like a child who can’t

find its toy

poured a glass had a toke

with such risible joy

tonight I cried

for all I was worth

hereafter indulging in heroes

now gone

still gnawing at nerves

still proving their worth.

 

5.23.18 nyc
Photo: Author, NYC. UES 6.11.25

Friday, June 6, 2025







Jeanne Moreau likely quit drinking around the age of 57. 

 

 WINDOW

she had a window

once of beauty

elusive carousel ring

they stopped to

watch her as she passed

men who kept her

wondering

why they never

prized her thoughts

why her opinions

never asked

they sought to own her

own her laugh

she sometimes lost

sometimes gave in




stayed on the horse

‘til night’s upswing

she looked around her

growing older

leaving beauty to the past

what grew in beauty

grew inside her

the window opened

learned to fly

a mirror is

a useless map

 

8.24.12 nyc
PHOTO: nyc 5.13.2023

Tuesday, June 3, 2025





I don’t feel like being
not remembered
she said and sighed
the past lies dead
and expertly dismembered
the lies are the realm
of the effortlessly bleeding
my eyes see the new
and are no longer pleading
I don’t feel like being
not remembered
music comes dressed
in my new mirror
where I choose
what I wear
and what notes are the bearer
of me in the now
a surprising ascender
I don’t feel like being
not remembered
nyc 12.7.2020

 



MY FATHER’S BIRTHDAY

 

my father’s birthday

I didn’t know for the longest time

I didn’t care or I preferred not to care

who was he

unloved as I was

unfound as I was

my father’s birthday

I sleepwalked for the longest time

when he died the world was dismantling

who he was

how he softened

amongst the most frightening

I didn’t know it for the longest time

caring and sharing had no sweet reprieve

who he was

who I loved

was mine for the undertaking

I sleepwalked for the longest time

my father’s birthday

like butter now melted

still had the source

from which it is was drawn

I am clarified now in the house 

I have crawled from

a rarified mouse in a kindly rat kingdom

I sleepwalk from birth

hate the markers of age

the memory of worth the scent of the rage

my father’s birthday

has a name has a date

the second of February

am I too late?

 

6.26.15


Woodcut "Tormented Man" Author

Monday, June 2, 2025

 



THE QUALITY OF MERCY

a cat on its haunches
sits quiet and sweet

what are the chances
a tail curls in defeat
leaves a bird’s nest un-looted

when the hungry line up
on a street paved with patience
in the slow build up 
to ignorant resistance
great whites have been gathering
on everyman’s shore

what food there is

has a possible score
and the music plays on
while sharks 
keep on hammering

and I in my wet suit
and you in your poem
shall we leave the room empty

or dive for the song

who will break bread
on a natural farm
who will learn to defend

nature’s loss with alarm
I am old and disgusted
I am young and in place
I am ready and willing
I am drunk with disgrace
I have fallen not broken
into endless repast

this season ain’t over

this cat learns real fast.

 

7.18.14 nyc

Photo: Author NYC 5.25.25