Monday, March 31, 2025

  



the cat laid her head in the palm of my hand

I was nervous and undecided

sirens had been sailing for days

in the street below my window


manholes exploded

across a sea of fucking humanity

and I stopped to reflect

and moped like a sad drunk

in an ocean of insanity

what makes us, I wailed

what takes us far and afield

what owns us, I wept

this gravestone and how is it sealed

I am lonely sometimes

I whispered to the cat

her head on my open palm

I am lonely and glad to be in this dark cave

her head in the palm of my hand

my step on the ocean

my step on the wave

my eye on the carnival

my heart gone to seed

I write like a farmer

up ending the bones

I write for a cat

in my upturned palm

 

6.25.16

  




your face your face

your amazing grace

under fire

to the barricades

leaving accolades

in a pile of requited desire

your face your face

between ire

and sweet candidates

for songs and knowing

how awful we allow this

world to be

your face your face

on those dawn morning raids

when you give me the time

when you give me the space

to fan unseen fire 

simmer catastrophe

make a song

cool the lava

rake an angry tongue

with saliva undone

you guess where I’m going

nearly always wrong

you pack my bag

like I had a star ship

you are the captain

of my murderous lisp

chin out

fuck the pundits

those gnarly keepers of

what they think they knew

I am yours you are mine

your face your face

is my dangerous mine

here’s the gold

in my hand

here’s the diamond still banned

no children were harmed in

our rainbow romance

no animals slaughtered

to get at the answer

you live like the gentle answer you are

I give the confusion

a name to the star

your face your face 

your amazing grace

make it last

make it real

with rainbow potential

I love you

and then some

diabolic eventual

I love you

I love you

make some sense

of this won’t you?

 

2.25.16
Photo: UES 3.25.25

Monday, March 24, 2025

 



Where do we go from nowhere

when the last cowbell clangs its lonesome cheer

when seven o’clock is abandoned

when protest is manhandled

where do we go when the bees disappear

traffic below returns like a shark

eat enough junk food they say

you’ll embrace green asparagus

retire to your room

read more Karl Marx

who has the moral authority

who wears the real mask

this is the question to

ask and then ask again

look to the gods who are complex humans

the ones who stumble

the ones who die grinning

clasping dream gyros

and leave us spinning

drop that summons that insult to freedom

charge from the lighthouse

attack the doldrums

we have always shuddered in darker places

it’s a game, it’s a scrabble

get down with the races

love and war

hunger and Zen

you can’t be declawed again and again

there is never a time when

a flower lacks beauty

children are born free

this certainty’s no illusion

disaster becomes us

grows our heart and our minds

in the moss of invention

we are people in charge

we are people enlarged

we are people learning to look closely

all visas before are rendered unworthy

passports are useless

we are travelers free of the night

put on a raft and set alight

push us off to the sea

fight the rage of the sharks

haul those oars

depend on the larks

morning comes as it always does

righteous anger awakens

what was interrupted

we will no longer be diverted

can I survive, beauty asks

normal was wounded

unorthodox tainted

heartbroken heals what was always intended


6.13.20 nyc

Photo: Tim Tapling 

Detectorist. Gunfire Beach Wallasay: Wirral25 Feb.2025

Thursday, March 20, 2025





WHO THE HELL IS A POET

 

the dog with the pen

and the Harvard penis

may or may not be

a start or halfway to finish

empty telephones are poems

for the blind who relish

smoking pupils see fire

in your beer-stained breath

fathers raving in alcoholic

splendor have danced

on the typewriter making

poems with their toes

if only someone goddamn

knew they wrote witty prose

the dead are poets they

read for the worms the

living are left with

consonants and vowels and

the sickening job of making

sense

battered children cry with

poetry and flowers can’t

give a fuck because they

themselves are the rhyme

the poet nailed to the

wall with the rose in

his teeth only THINKS he’s

a poet who has bled on time

nails pounded by lovers

are weapons

mistaken for poetry

they come dressed in rhyme

biding their time

in rooms hidden by longing

watch when the dust that

begins to speak with disarming

idiots make lists

fathers are storming

the gate of the poet

what the hell is the warning

who the hell is a poet

my father my longing

who the hell is a poet

the man with the warning

 

For Hank who is too dead to argue.

10.21.18

Sunday, March 9, 2025

 



this, this, this, 

loneliness

a holiness

so clever 

and so keen

it makes a bell 

fall silent

a tender cat

get mean

 

this, this, this

loneliness

a hollowness

I never

care to treat

it brings a gift

so dangerous

a junkyard dog

retreats

 

this, this, this

loneliness

a steadiness

betrays that

need to grieve

the space is filled

a languor blessed

a blind deceit

will leave

 

this moment

comes

embrace

move on

 

7.5.12


Photo: Central Park 2.25.25


Thursday, March 6, 2025

 



IN BETWEEN

what happens at
the end of something
you’ve written
a poem a story
a song a myth
it’s left you
with all that you’ve hidden
alive in a messy rebirth
what happens my friend
what happens is this
you are left floating
in your own blue sea
the sky above
burns magnificently
you study the world
around your prison
the door is now open
you can leave indecision
your cell has a poem
a story a song a myth
the jailer discovers
and guides what comes next
10.25.13
nyc
Photo: nyc 3.5.2025 E.97th Street

Monday, February 24, 2025



 COLORS

She wrote on the excess of daffodils.
Her thoughts were equally excessive.
They discussed the situation.
She wrote yellow thoughts
yellow loves
yellow inhibitions
and yellow anger.
The answers flew by in glorious black.

nyc 3.26.76







never cross the moon

it will not work out
praying and bathing and
worship and shit
that won’t get you moon cred
think:
hello moon how are you doing
put your hand out
don’t expect moon to take it
there are no hands
you knew I would say that
never cross the moon
benevolent sod
kneeling and swaying and
chanting out loud
the things that you miss most
think:
hello moon not planet nor star
you rise you fall
to yourself she’s indebted
she has no plan
you knew I would say that
never cross the moon
handsome lunarettes
marching and twirling and
placing small bets
whatever you ghost now
think:
wake up moon I know who you are
she kneads the call
like the dough she’s regretted
she’s lousy with plan
you knew I would say that
never cross the moon
wearing sensible shoes
7.10.21
nyc
Photo: REZ nyc 2.17.2025

Tuesday, February 18, 2025

 




wander

into a pen or a brush 

sweep away all betrayal

you start out small

in your honest repair

one line or two

the masters you learned from

are laughing at you

these strokes

that you dare

this unspoken poetry

is easier than you think

so stop thinking 

be unfinished

for once and forever

dip the brush

draw the chalk

drag the oil through memory

your face is a story

still to be told

your face is the memory

the future unfolds

unfinished is sanctity

unfinished is bold

unfinished is memory

unfinished is gold

 

5.1.17 nyc

PHOTO: Tim Tapling Sundown at Thurstaston Slipway : Wirral : 17:Feb:2025.

Friday, February 14, 2025

 




russian river valley

sonoma county

pinot noir

 

you are here in underdressed stories

crimeless passions of the lone
ly

among a live human choir

you are here to rectify coyness

 

you here for the judged

you here for the mulching

you here to remind him

writing is vengeful reminders of love

writing is something to witness

flown like the wind 

an unharnessed forgiveness of sin

 

you are lacquered with golden reminders

useless rations in the cupboard 

wedged between the writer’s lies

you are here to stamp out forgiveness

you are here to put out the humorless lies

you are here to touch the forgiven

you are here to witness denial

 

tramping across the

russian river valley

sonoma county

pinot noir

 

for your underdressed love of freedom

countries you have never ravaged

he went there for the love

he went there for moments

he lacquered dreams of old glory, impaled

he risked nothing new on the grand scheme of things

 

russian river valley

sonoma county

pinot noir

 

an undermined noise

better than bee stings

 


nyc 9.7.23
photo: Doggo 2.26.202


Wednesday, February 12, 2025

 




NORTHERN LIGHTS 

 

urban cliff dweller am I

with the soul of a hermit

searching the light
in an alien sky
I’ve been warned of the storms
considered regret
I wander in restless
celestial deterrent
sit at my desk
and wonder what’s next

I pound keys into stars

words land uneasily
the rest of my scars

are stories told freely
I wanted to witness
that unearthly glow

cramped as I am here

in darkness below

the cat creeps beside me

his eyes all aglow

what more do I need
what more can I know

evil is written in stone
and in snow

in rivers that rage
deserts I don’t know 

urban cliff dweller am I

with the soul of a hermit

searching the light
in an alien sky
I am home with my light

my river that flows

my witness to self that

continues to grow
my desert that kills

each passing word

I live by the light of
unknown northern night

I wonder what’s next

shall I stay shall I fly

I wonder what’s next in

my northern light

 

3.18.15
nyvc

Photo: 2.12.25
UES Kitchen

Monday, February 10, 2025


PHOTO:


Tim Tapling Reflections : Thurstaston : Wirral : 07:Feb:2025.


when wandering in poetic gloom

me with my penchant for 

comments uncalled for

me with my trek through truth-raking ruin

me with a fathomless distrust of 

small birds in a room

finches have gathered in a field of thistles

little birds fuck in the shadow of eagles

they are lovely no doubt

their feathers of hope

the eagle the hawk the falcon of nope

starlings are chunky in nature she says

invaders more like 

armored wingspread today

for the entitled right to belong to somebody

when rightful wounds mended unsung is okay

a long-term cornering has begun with me

with an abstract bag of poetry

lines unaccounted for as long as it takes

it is me the raker

it is i who rakes